a blessing and a curse

I'm feeling amazingly lucky at this moment, that I have friends doing such amazingly creative things. My sister at www.400words.com, evan and alex at www.urbanhonking.com/hotknives, ali and evan at www.greenandgreensaladpdx.blogspot.com.

And there are more of you out there doing more amazing things. And fuck all, why can't we live any closer to each other? So, happiness, and maybe also a tear.

spring fevah!

Today it *might* get up to 75 degrees. I am creeped out, I am overjoyed. I've got that itchy season changing feeling that feels a lot like anxiety. I want to take a lot of showers. I want to go to the gym. I don't want to eat anything but fresh vegetables, which really isn't going to be possible for another month or two. I'm trying to forget that it's going to get frigid again. I moved all my summer clothes out of storage, but they're just sitting on the floor because it's too soon to move my winter clothes into storage. It's the time of year where I need twice as much stuff as I did a month ago. I get sweaty this time of year. I can't stop smiling this time of year.